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Hurts - shadows of echoes of memories of songs — LiveJournal
And I can't even say why it hurts, because it'll just cause an argument.

I give up.


It's just the little things, they prey on my mind, and add to the gaping insecurities which are already there, and they get bigger and bigger and spiral downwards until I feel like it's just all too much to bear.

I wish I could stop caring about the insignificant details. But I've always felt that the details do matter; at least, I don't know how to stop them mattering to me. They don't seem to matter so much to other people. I guess it's just all in my mind. And I probably shouldn't be asking (much less expecting) other people to deal with the mess in my mind.

I don't think I've done a single thing right all day.

Current Mood: broken

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naranek From: naranek Date: November 26th, 2003 08:55 am (UTC) (Link)
know the feeling.
lnr From: lnr Date: November 26th, 2003 11:03 am (UTC) (Link)
*hugs lots*
simont From: simont Date: November 26th, 2003 11:46 am (UTC) (Link)
"I don't think I've done a single thing right all day"

You know, I was thinking exactly the same thing about an hour ago. (Shortly after I got home and took seven tries to put my glove back in my coat pocket correctly.) I think it's been One Of Those Days.

lnr From: lnr Date: November 26th, 2003 11:48 am (UTC) (Link)
If you head over to the pub post-orchestra I'll buy you a drink!
j4 From: j4 Date: November 26th, 2003 04:24 pm (UTC) (Link)
Thank you for the offer, and the hugs, but I'm afraid I had to come back here and write a job application instead of going to the pub... Ho hum. Nearly got it finished though.

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