Janet (j4) wrote,

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Got enough guilt to start my own religion

Well, maybe that will teach me not to panic about momentary lapses in communication: I now seem to have done far more damage than good by stressing about it on LiveJournal. :-(

I don't think my distress earlier was hoiho's fault at all, and I really don't want other people to blame him for the fact that I'm neurotic and panicky. He's doing his utmost to keep in touch with me despite technical and practical difficulties, and he's being more patient than I could reasonably expect when I'm a great big quivering mess, and he really, really doesn't deserve to have me whinging about him in public in return.

I really do need to pull myself together somehow. :-(

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