Janet (j4) wrote,

we'll try to stay blind to the hope and fear outside

Sorry to everybody who I was being useless at in the pub last night. Stress and uncertainty and insecurity weren't helped by tiredness or beer. Thank you people who provided hugs and stuff, it did help.

Things look a bit better today, apart from having had to be in work again (instead of working from home, I mean, so it's not even extra money). I need to get out of here. On which subject: I have an interview (well, assessment-type-thing -- I don't know if there'll be an interview as well at this stage) next week for the Intelligence Officer job with the Police. Scary.

Going to see Waiting for Godot at the ADC tonight. That should cheer me up. :-)

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