Janet (j4) wrote,

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Tired of sleeping

Nice to see daneel_olivaw properly (for the first time in ages!) last night, even if I did end up spending half the evening in tears and the other half apologising for being so useless. Sorry love.


Just so tired of being tired and ill all the time. Tired of everything. Tired of getting shouted at for everything I say or do. Tired of feeling sick without fail every morning at the thought of having to go into work again. Mostly just tired of the daily tedium of having to stay alive. Breathe in, breathe out... It uses up all my energy just keeping that going.

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