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Moving stranger - shadows of echoes of memories of songs
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Moving stranger
I've been feeling the baby moving for a while now -- the first "hmm, was that a tiny wriggle or was it just wind?" was on 1st November, with a more definite wriggle a couple of days later -- and for the last couple of weeks she's been dancing about like a mad badger. On Wednesday night the kicking (or whatever she's doing in there) was strong enough for addedentry to be able to feel it from the outside (at last!). Then this morning I actually saw the movement from the outside for the first time -- not a foot or hand protruding or anything Alien-esque like that, just a visible blip in the bump as I lay in the bath staring at the increasingly vast (for me) expanse of stomach. I'm now trying to resist the temptation to sit and literally gaze at my navel (still slowly turning inside out bit by bit) for ages, watching for another movement.

This has to be the slowest and most bizarre way to get to meet someone. I'm trying not to project a personality on to her (it would seem odd to talk about 'anthropomorphising' something that's already human, but you know what I mean) before she has a chance to develop her own, but I am definitely starting to think about her as a 'someone' rather than a 'something' -- just before the last scan I was thinking "cool, I get to see her again soon". She was unusually quiet at that one -- ironically, having been dancing a non-stop fandango for the last couple of weeks, when prodded with the ultrasound widget she stuck her thumb in her mouth (at least that's what it looked like) and refused to budge to give them a better angle on the bits they were trying to measure. "She's got a beautiful mouth", said the sonographer -- which was kind of a nice thing to say, but no, I don't know how anybody can tell at that size and resolution (and I can't help idly wondering whether they'd've said something like that about a boy baby, or one where they didn't know / weren't revealing the sex). The views of her face on the scans still look a bit strange and skull-like, to be honest, but as you can see I found one (from an earlier scan) that looks human enough for an LJ icon.

I'm now looking forward to the next scan (I get several more for the Intergrowth study). At this rate we'll have filled a photo album before she's even born!

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tortipede From: tortipede Date: November 27th, 2010 11:32 pm (UTC) (Link)
Yay for 3D scans! Your icon makes her look like a comic-book character ;)
j4 From: j4 Date: November 27th, 2010 11:37 pm (UTC) (Link)
Hehe, yes, I see what you mean!

I am now imagining every internal kick/poke/punch with a comic-book style 'POW!' or 'WHAM!' superimposed on it. :-D
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j4 From: j4 Date: November 28th, 2010 12:35 pm (UTC) (Link)
OK that is quite freaky. :-} The skin just looks too thin, like it's just a bag with a baby in!
jinty From: jinty Date: November 28th, 2010 01:30 pm (UTC) (Link)
Wow, that's more dramatic than I ever had, though only a bit more extreme on the same spectrum, as it were.
vinaigrettegirl From: vinaigrettegirl Date: November 28th, 2010 02:25 pm (UTC) (Link)
Crumbs. I am beginning to be glad I had 2D scans. How wondrously formed, eh?

Love the externally-viewable boink effect. Elbow! Knee! Elbow! Knee! Aaaaaaand step and roll 2 3 4 5 and elbow! Knee!

But on the outside it's all ripples and boinks.
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